COLORUM
Posted at 10:18 PM

note: edited this page: IN A RUSH

It's wednesday & I'm in dire need of sedative

Thanks KC for that arctic melon sprite!!! RATSKY night was ok but sorry if i seemed to be in a rush.
I can't help it. I didn't want to go coz I knew I'd just be sober but i went. OOOHH i'm the most hard-headed, stubborn person i've ever known. hahaha

I felt invisible again. I'm here but your thoughts were somewhere else.
I am not that oblivious & sorry to disappoint you but i know. Do I need to say sorry coz she's not here?
ERRR DAISY YOU'RE SO STOOPID!!!
"The rain reminds me of him...
how cold he is,
how gloomy he made me feel,
how much tears i shed because of him,
how much damage he caused,
& how stupid i am
FOR STILL WANTING RAIN"

Who knows wth is COLORUM?

Why are you calling me colorum? Ahaha I don't really know what colorum means but i've heard of it already while commuting in an fx taxi. But why? what is it whit this magic word?

* In highschool, you need to belong to a certain group to fully experience the highschool life. It's the group we call "barkada". Highschool days would be dull if you do not have a barkada and I don't fully understand why we need to just belong to one group. Crossing from barkada to barkadas would perhaps turn to bickering.
In my highschool days, I belonged to "TTG girls" breaking all the rules when we get together... & at the same time, I'm friends with another group named "DM's", then i became one of the "ELITES" but I'm also friends with the other rival groups namely "MADJPECK" & "ARIESTOCRAZIE". I often go with another group named "super friends" who had conflict with ELITES before and whenever I see all of them I don't exactly know who to favour.
hahaha and then there was this one time booze night with "ARIESTO" & everyone tells me I'm colorum...
Is it because I belong to a certain group called elites but i'm with the rival groups? haha

* Now in college, I still experience this COLORUM thing but in a completely different note. This time, when I'm trapped in between just like what always happen, I don't get to join anyone anymore. Another incident of this Colorum experience would be last night. After the uber hectic day I had (UP oblation, Gateway, MRT, Shaw, Varsity Night), I was invited to go to:

JOINT FEST
Jaipur with PEP MATES
DECADES with other PEP MATES

hmmm think...
oooooooohhh i can still feel the windy wind wind behind that oblation... wooot... "babala tubig kanal"
oooooooohhh i'm a murdered leader...
oooohhh boy exhausted...
who's this guy calling... errrr


MARCH 17???
TODAY IS THE 14TH MONTH!!!
Am I supposed to sing friday I'm in love?



(this is the photo i submitted for sassa)
& now i made a decision!

I'LL JUST REST AND LIE DORMANT...